Clearly I have chosen to really let go, but you are back

2016.03.08
so,from today,l just want to write something in English whatever it is right or not.
actually,I just want find a way to improve my english.as you know cet4 is coming.oh jesus.so terrible.
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oh shit.i can't say anying.how to express my feeling!!!
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ok.let me try.
recently,i found that the life style which i have chosen was much more different than i thought.
from my standpoint, i am me .yes.it is so simple. i live for myself. i get to a pait-time job,i quit my job or i choise to not get married .i always live in my world.
there is a question i confused all the time,we all just alive for a few years.why we embarras ourselves in using the excuse that we all have the responsbility.so funny isn't it?