还没我唱得好

cus i don't wanna be like this
可是我不想沦为这样
i've been runnin these streets for too long now
我已经晃荡在街头太久了
i've got nothing thats true but this song now
除了这首歌，我确实一无所有
but the further i go i wanna go home
但是我愈走愈远，我想要回家
i f**kin' swear that i care
我他妈的发誓我很在乎
but its hard when you stare into the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare
但是当你盯着空荡荡的酒瓶底时你会感到力不从心
all my desolate soul in my desolate home
it's my desolate role yeah i'm here all alone
我所有空虚的灵魂，安息在我空荡的家中
我只是个孤单的角色，是的，我一直都是形影单只
i can't think of a reason to get the f**k out of bed
我想不出任何理由振作下床
curtains closed, lights are off am i alive or dead?
窗帘紧闭，灯也关着，我究竟是死是活
i haven't shaved in a week i always slur when i speak
tolerance at its peak another fit just to sleep
我已有一周不修边幅，我说话时总是言语含糊
忍耐达到了极限，大发雷霆后变沉睡下去
oh woe is me woe is me i guess i need love
噢，我很悲伤，我很苦恼，我猜我需要爱
hoes ya see hoes ya see i'm just in a rut
婊子呀，你看，你看吧,我的人生一团糟
and i swear i'm tryin baby please baby don't leave
我发誓我一直都在努力，宝贝请别离开我
god-damn i'm a f**k-up but i guess that's just me
该死的，我真是个无能的人，但我猜这才是真实的自我
so i sit in my room and i'll cry in my bed
所以我待在我的房间里，并在我的床头大哭一场
thinkin about all the shit that made me wrong in my head
想着这些令我犯错的所有源头
i keep tryin to climb but it seems so steep
我会一直尝试着去攀爬，但它看起来是多么的陡峭
pour myself a f**kin' whisky and go back to sleep.... bitch
灌我一杯该死的威士忌然后沉浸梦乡
cus i don't wanna be like this
可是我不想沦为这样
i've been runnin these streets for too long now
我已经晃荡在街头太久了
i've got nothing thats true but this song now
除了这首歌，我确实一无所有
but the further i go i wanna go home
但是我愈走愈远，我想要回家
i watch my momma cry she says “baby why?”
我看着我的妈妈在哭泣，她说，宝贝，为什么？
i say “baby died”baby's gone like a suicide'
我说，宝贝死了，就像自杀般地消失了
i don't think you'll see him soon, mom
我并不认为你很快就会遇见她
stay out my room, mom
滚出我的房间妈妈
tell daddy that i hate that mother f**ker like you, mom
告诉父亲那个混蛋我恨他犹如恨你一样，妈妈
i sing this shit for you, danny, sasha and jordan
我唱这首歌给你们，丹尼，莎莎和乔丹
these tears keep gettin warmer everytime that i hold her
每当我抱着她时，眼泪残留着温存
i pour this out for you like a partner in crime
我如同共犯为你而歌
it's part of the times when you're sick in the mind
当你的心病上一段时间
yeah i'm sick, oh so sick i'm so sick of this shit
是的，我病了，我想要吐，我是对这些谎言感到多么的恶心
yeah i'm lit, oh so lit i'm so f**ked up off it
是的，我醉了，酊酩大醉，只因为我只会把事情弄得一团糟
so i stumble around til i stumble fall down
to this puddle of my tears layin here on the ground
所以我迷失途中，知道被我的泪水积成的水坑绊倒，然后躺卧不起
when you've got nothing left you've got nothing left to lose
当你一无所有，你不会失去什么
with my last left single breath i'll still be singing to you
但我会一直带着最后仅存的一丝呼吸为你而歌
so when you bury me man you better bury me deep
所以当你埋葬我时，你最好讲我深埋
and sing along to this song because you're broke like me
并独自唱着这首歌，因为你如我一样我崩溃了
cus i don't wanna be like this
可是我不想沦为这样
i've been runnin these streets for too long now
我已经晃荡在街头太久了
i've got nothing thats true but this song now
除了这首歌，我确实一无所有
but the further i go i wanna go home
但是我愈走愈远，我想要回家
and i wanna go back to the start
我想要回到起点
back where we started from
回到我们最初开始的地方
and i know it's been so long
尽管岁月已无法复回
i was wrong, i was wrong
i was wrong all along
但我仍然错错错，一直犯错
cus i don't wanna be like this
可是我不想沦为这样
i've been runnin these streets for too long now
我已经晃荡在街头太久了
i've got nothing thats true but this song now
除了这首歌，我确实一无所有
but the further i go i wanna go home
但是我愈走愈远，我想要回家


dear diary