《Heaven and Hell》是一本充满怨念的书,主要是Felder吐槽略多。。。但是,从字里行间流露出的“热爱”指引着人们找到天堂所在。无论过去有多少伤痛,Felder无疑热爱Eagles,热爱队友们,热爱在争吵中诞生的每一首歌,热爱摇滚音乐和摇滚年代。是啊,当那一代摇滚乐手回忆过去,可以自豪地说,天哪,我竟写出了那么好的音乐,取得那么大的成就,经历那么多疯狂的事情,影响了那么多人!某些东西融入了他们的骨髓,也融入了我们的血液。“They’d laughed and loved and lived and cried to our songs.”随着时间的流逝,鹰迷的热爱并不会有半分减少,那些好音乐,带着时代的印记,牵连着我们的生活际遇,成为我们一生的挚爱。
2007年,Felder的母亲去世了。Felder回到家乡Gainesville料理后事。看着简陋的旧居,摸索着童年的记忆,Felder想起他早逝的父亲。“I know now how much we really meant to one another, even if we never got around to telling each other. I have come to realize that, despite all the fighting we did for all those years, it was never really wasted time.”
最后,Felder轻抚他的头发。70年代杂乱的长发早已没有了,取而代之的是打理良好的短发,仍是Felder家族特有的cotton-white。“It wasn’t as short as he might have wanted it to be, but……I think Dad would have been pleased.”
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