It is so hard for me to take it
I just can t believe this shit
I cant atop shaking
Every where every fucking wherr is shaking as fuck
I dont know what to say
I cant express mysrlf ight now
Even curing the shit out in my heart isnt let shit out
Cigarette doesnt help
I dont wanna go back to weed Agiain
Im xompletly blank in my mind in my heart
I dont feel a thjng right now in my heart
I dont know what ti think
Even thiugh a thousand time i told myself alreDy that i forgive you
And i wish to tell you that everythjng is okay
But it is not
I cant even say mean things to you
Cant even be sarcastic to you
I dont know if everything is still yhe same
I dont know it will change how i see you
I cant stop shaking
I cant control my hands my arms my legs
I cant
I wish they cant stop
I wish ill be okay
Please no more of this
I dont think i can take one more
Pleas tell me there isnt anything like this no more
Nothing please i pray to god that anything similar is happened
Whatvam i gonna think for you
And end of this i say its okay
I'll take it its going to be fine
It better fucking be fine
Ita okay michael