When working for my missions,I feel keenly alive and full of confidence.
Mylife is simple and boring. I used to taking courses on the day, eating somefood at dinner and watching a film or drama. When the lights off, I can getinto bed. Sometimes, I feel empty and lonely. I don’t know what to do next andwhat will happen at the next time.
But when I am doing work, I often makediscovers. I can get some unexpected experience. I like these gains, they makeme feel like I am full of energy and can create a lot of surprises. The ideasmake me delighted. I can share the thoughts with others, and they will beamazed by them and encourage me which proves I am need. After that, I will workeven more hard to receive more power then itbuilds a virtuous circle which benefits me greatly.
Sofor these few moments, at least, I hold myself in hand, I am.