LZ废话
1. CI是原作者FayC花了7年时间创作的米飞同人。麻见、叶及焰燕与飞的对手戏；也许不是米飞的爱情向，但是有着不同的羁绊。麻秋党也有福利。有原创人物，但LZ觉得这些OC的光芒丝毫不逊色于原作人物。
2. CI由三部构成。Cruel Intentions为第一部，讲诉米飞由相恋到被迫分离的故事。Revelation为第二部，基于漫画的香港篇；但从另外一个角度来看，米飞决裂。Retribution为最后一部，原创人物菲利普*邓（即飞的同父异母兄）向飞复仇的故事；飞终于明白自己的心意事米海尔忘记了他，以及米飞的最终结局。
3. 亲们应该已经看得出来，CI的总体风格是较为压抑的；Retribution从头到尾非常窒息。每一章的情感变化如同过山车一样，有甜蜜有绝望。最后的结局…是看似HE的BE，或者可以说是OE。原作者的意思是，CI的意义在于让飞学会爱上自己为自己而活；而不在于一个HE。
4. LZ开这个贴并申精的原因是，希望亲们可以多鼓励FayC，多给她留言。虽然CI三部曲已经完结了，但她也会写番外。
5. LZ大概缓更…因为LZ要保证质量！LZ会先写每一部的小结，再写每章小结；章小结里有经典段落翻译。

话说网址为毛打不开的说=_=

感谢练练来给本吧奉献了这么好的东西，目前咱们这里人还不多，可能练练花了很大的气力写的这个东西开始没什么回应，肯定不会如山妈吧讨论的那么热烈之类，套用练练的哪句就是：高楼之下，惯于寂寞。在下觉得真心喜欢飞龙大人的人，多少都又点儿习惯寂寞的调调，所以我们不怕慢，只要练练不要坑了，请加油吧

授权

加班加得有点精神萎靡，进来看看，果然提神醒脑~~~

流鼻血的小米傻乎乎的，好萌

欢迎小练！刚回来，先顶！

看完了。虽然我是飞麻党（好吧，我已经厌倦麻飞了），但文好棒，小练[KEYCAP 1]️笔好棒！

译笔

来看文了，这里的飞真让人心疼，麻见那个sun of bitch

顶，楼主好棒

也很有感这一句，米海尔好可爱

CI Chap. 15
注意：麻见粉儿请注意，这章麻叔吃瘪。部分词句为意译，欢迎批评指正。
小结
米海尔和飞龙两人度过了美好的“蜜月”时光，然而耽误这么久飞龙必须要返回香港了。从甜蜜中回过神来的他这才想起来问米海尔为何不辞而别。当发现米海尔不愿继承家族是为了留在自己身边时，飞龙悲哀地意识到：米海尔的爱，自己永远无法回应。因为他做不到为了米海尔而放弃白蛇。自己在爱情这场博弈中占了上风；米海尔为自己甘愿放弃一切的同时，不求同等的回报。
两人回到大宅，又惊又怒地发现麻见也在。想起麻见对飞龙造成的生理、心理的双重伤害，米海尔愤怒的拔枪射杀麻见；然而飞龙却誓死要护麻见周全！也许是不愿被他人插手自己和麻见的恩怨?也许是因为自己对麻见还保留着无法言喻的情结？但最终，闻声而来的Vlad制止了事态的进一步恶化。
Vlad告诉飞龙，米海尔已经决定将继承权让给Alexei。作为深爱儿子的父亲，Vlad自然希望米海尔能够幸福。但如今飞龙的所作所为却进一步证明了米海尔追随的爱情只会给他带来痛苦和不幸。“留他在身边，你只会夺走属于他的快乐和美好的一切。你和麻见的纠缠会让他身处险境。你，飞龙，会令米海尔身处险境。”Vlad一语道破事实。米海尔的确可以为飞龙不顾性命；而他们特殊的地位和身份无疑令米海尔比常人更易受到伤害。
然而；因麻见而被飞龙再次伤透了心的米海尔，仍旧无法对飞龙生气。他对飞龙说：“无论多么地让我蒙羞、自尊受辱，多么地让我心碎；我就是找不到放弃你的办法。”
无法同等回应米海尔的同时又令他处于危机，飞龙会做出何种决定？
精彩段落翻译
A)
"Mikhail." He looked into those blue eyes as heasked curiously. "Why didn't you tell me about taking over thefamily?"
The expression on Mikhail's face changed immediately ashe heard those words. He paused momentarily before he answered, "I wasgoing to."
A short answer like that told him Mikhail was reluctantto talk about it. But for whatever reason, he had to know. "When?"
Mikhail looked like he was choking on his own words. Itwas obviously difficult for him to answer, either that, or he just didn't wanthim to know. "When it's official. I hadn't made up my decision then."
"What decision? Whether or not to tell me?" Hepressed on calmly but with determination in his voice.
Averting his eyes from Fei Long, he sighed heavily as herevealed what he was sure Fei would not be happy to hear. But to not give himan answer was not an option. Fei Long always gets what he demands, at leastfrom him anyway.
With that thought in mind he sighed and gave up hisanswer. "Whether or not to take over."
Fei Long's eyes widened in disbelief as he heard thosewords. It was impossible for Mikhail to not want it. Impossible.
"Why the hesitation? Why now? You must have known itfor a long time it was going to come down to you. You're the eldest son."
Somehow Mikhail seemed frustrated to hear it. His tonebecame immediately harsher as he spoke. "Does it ever occur to you that Imight not want to leave Macau? That I don't want to be away from you?"
His answer stunned him completely. What the hell was Mikhailsaying? That he'd leave such an opportunity just to stay in Macau? Withoutthinking he threw his words back in Mikhail's face. "Misha, that's noteven a reason to give it up."
Suddenly those blue eyes became fierce, cutting throughhis heart like a razor-sharp blade as he spoke. "Isn't it, Fei?"
It was then that he realized what he'd just done. For himnot to expect Mikhail to go that far for their relationship implied he wasn'tgoing to do the same himself. And the worst thing about it was, that it wasprobably true. Leaving Baishe had never been an option, not even for Mikhail.The extent of Mikhail's love for him was beyond his ability to give back. Therewas no excuse for it.
Fei Long closed his eyes as he imagined how painful itmust have been painful for him to hear those words, but what Mikhail may neverknow, was how much more painful it was to him. It was torture to know how muchhe was loved and not being able to offer as much love in return. How would helive with the fact that he could never give Mikhail what he deserves? The onetaking advantage of the relationship was him, and the fact that Mikhailwillingly lets him made him realize how undeserving he was for his love.
"Don't ever think about giving it up for me." Asad smile swept across his face as he spoke softly. "I won't allow it. Itwill work out, I promise you."
He often wondered why just a few words from Fei couldalways soften his heart, that no matter how many times he was hurt, he couldalways find it in him to forgive. After all, he knew how hard it was for Fei toopen up to him and take the risk. It was wrong to expect more from him sosuddenly. Just sometimes, only sometimes, he needed to know Fei was willing totry.
There was no answer from Mikhail, only a tender smileappeared on his face as he leaned over and gave him a kiss on his lips. Whatwas in his heart then, Fei didn't need to know. All that mattered was that Feiunderstood how he felt, and that he was willing to accept what he was more thanready to give.
“米海尔。”飞龙直视着那双蓝色的眼眸，好奇地问道：“为什么不告诉我你要接手家族？”
米海尔的脸色立刻一变。他迟疑了一会儿才答道：“我当时本打算告诉你。”
这样简短的回答暗示他并不想多说。但无论如何，飞龙想要知道。“什么时候？”
米海尔看起来很难说出口。或许是他不想回忆起来，或许是他不想让飞龙知道。“我正式决定下来的时候…当时我还没有下定决心。”
“你现在决定下来了吗？能不能告诉我？”飞龙很耐心，但他的语气表明了他一定要知道的决心。
米海尔避开了飞龙的视线。他重重地叹了口气，预见到飞龙不会喜欢他的答案。但他又不能不说。飞龙总能从自己这里得到他想要的。
他泄气般地给出了答案：“还没有。”
飞龙不可置信地睁大了眼睛。米海尔居然不想继承家族？不可能。
“为什么要犹豫？直到现在还没决定？你肯定早就预料到某一天你会接手家族，你是长子啊。”
米海尔闻言显得有些恼怒，语气也变得不再温柔。“难道你就从未想过我不想离开澳门吗？从未想过我不想离开你？”
这回答令飞龙瞠目结舌。他说什么？放弃首领之位只为留着澳门？飞龙想都没想，回道：“米沙，这根本不是犹豫的理由。”
那双蓝眸瞬间燃起愤怒的火焰。米海尔觉得自己的心好像正被锋利的刀划出一道道血痕。“是吗，飞？”
飞龙这才意识到自己说了什么。他没料到米海尔为了他们的关系可以做出如此的牺牲；这也突然让他意识到，自己不会为米海尔放弃白蛇。辞去白蛇的首领之位是绝不可能的，哪怕是为了米海尔。米海尔对自己用情之深，飞龙无法回应。
飞龙痛苦地闭上了眼睛。他可以想象自己的话深深地刺伤了米海尔；但米海尔也许不知道，知晓无法回应对方的自己也同样痛苦。清楚自己被如此珍爱，却不能以同等的爱去回应；这亦是一种折磨。他永远给不了米海尔理应得到的爱意，这是多么地令人愧疚不安？自己是爱情这场博弈中的胜者；而米海尔的一手促成和心甘情愿让飞龙意识到，自己是根本配不上他的爱。
“永远别为了我放弃继承权。”飞龙略带伤感地笑了。“我不允许。即使我们离得远了，我们的关系也不会受到影响。我保证。”
米海尔不明白，为什么飞龙简单的几个字就能温暖他的心。不管自己被伤多少次、伤得多重，飞龙总能得到自己的原谅。他知道要让飞龙对自己敞开心扉是多么不易，也许期待太多太快是不明智的。只要飞龙试着去维系这段关系，哪怕只是一瞬间；自己也就满足了。
米海尔没有回答，只是温柔的笑了；他凑上前去轻轻地吻了吻飞龙的唇。他心中所思，飞龙无需知道。只要飞龙明白自己的感觉，只要飞龙愿意接受自己的爱；飞龙的回应并不一定要同等。

B)
"You've planned all this, haven't you?" Heasked, reaching inside his pocket for his cigarette case.
"What exactly do you think I've planned?"Alexei smiled as he helped himself with one of Asami's cigarettes, pausing toask after and not before, "Do you mind?"
"No." He answered as he lit his own joint andtossed Alexei the lighter.
"Let me guess," pausing for a moment to draw inthe smoke and filled his lungs, Asami continued, "you want Fei Long."
Alexei smiled cunningly as he casually replied,"Don't we all?"
He had underestimated the younger Arbatov completely. Fora young man who never had a hand in the underworld dealings before, Alexei hadpotential.
"Smart move." He had to compliment the kid."But if you think you can manipulate me to get what you want, think again,boy. The underworld isn't a place for you to play." Vicious golden eyesglared at Alexei as he casually warned the arrogant brat.
With a devious smile, Alexei stepped in front of Asamiand blew smoke on his face. "Well, I've got you exactly where I wanted,haven't I? And you've done a marvelous job of what you were brought here to do.I’d call that an accomplishment, wouldn't you say?” He said with his usualplayful tone before walking away. He wasn’t about to waste any more time with apawn that had been put in place and completed its job.
"You're on dangerous grounds, young Arbatov. Watchyour back." Asami said in irritation, his hand itched for his gun. Luckilyhis conscience stopped him. It just wasn't wise to get into a feud with theArbatovs. The Russian mafia was too powerful and he had much to profit as analliance than their enemy.
"Oh please, you're scaring me." Unaffected byany threat as always, Alexei waved his hand in the air without turning around."And wipe that blood off your face, will you? Grandpa?"
“这一切都是你计划的，没错吧？”麻见问道，伸手探入口袋去拿自己的香烟。
“你具体指什么是我计划的？”Alexei笑着，自顾自地从麻见手中拿了只烟。“你介意吗？”
“完全不。”麻见自己点了火，又将火机仍给了Alexei。
“让我猜猜。”肺部饱胀着烟气，他断言。“你想得到飞龙。”
Alexei狡黠地笑了。“你不也是吗？”
自己完全低估了这个小阿尔巴托夫。对于从未涉足过黑手党交易的人来说，Alexei的潜力不可估量。
“做得不错。”他忍不住夸奖起这个后辈来。“但如果你以为可以操纵我来得到你想得到的，你就大错特错了。黑道不是个你想玩就能玩的地方。”麻见金色的瞳仁恶毒地盯着Alexei，提醒这个不知天高地厚的混蛋。
Alexei狡猾地一笑；跳着退后一步，却将烟雾吐在了麻见的脸上。“但我已经得到了我想得到的，不是吗？而且为了帮我达成目的，你还尽了很大一份力，简直可以说是帮忙帮到呕心沥血？”他用一贯开玩笑的语气说道，转身离开了。Alexei从不为已失去价值的诱饵浪费时间。
“你在玩火，小阿尔巴托夫。别高兴太早。”麻见很恼火，恨不得一枪崩了他。幸好他的理智还在；和阿尔巴托夫家结上梁子可不是什么好事儿。这个俄罗斯黑色党家族过于强大，和他们结盟远比当他们敌人要好太多。
“哦，我好害怕哟。”无视麻见的威胁，Alexei头也不会地挥了挥手。“别忘了把你脸上的血擦一擦，老爷爷？”
C)
"And then I realize I already know the answer."He said quietly, raking his hand through his soft, golden curls. His blue eyesstill gazed out the window as he spoke softly, as if he was talking to himself,repeating to himself what he had always known.
"The worst thing about it is, that no matter howpride-swallowing this becomes, or how much it tears at my heart, I just don'tknow how to leave you."
Fei Long closed his eyes and tried to suppress the painin his heart as he heard those words. He walked up to Mikhail with a heavyheart, wrapping his arms around the warmth of that body from behind and restedhis forehead on the strong shoulder that he had come to love.
For once in his life, he was glad to be alive. Glad tohave known what it felt like to be loved by someone to that extent. It was amemory that would last for a lifetime, even if that love would soon be lost,even if he had to let go.
“我想，我大概知道了答案。”米海尔轻声说道。他的手抓着自己金色的柔软卷发。他蓝色的眼睛仍旧注视着窗外；好像不是说给飞龙，而是说给自己听；重复着自己早已知道的答案。
“最糟糕的是…无论多么地让我蒙羞、自尊受辱，多么地让我心碎；我就是找不到放弃你的办法。”
无比的心痛令飞龙不禁闭上了眼睛。他心情沉重地走向米海尔，从他的背后紧紧地抱住了他。飞龙靠在了米海尔的肩膀上，那是他一向寻求温暖、喜爱的地方。
这一瞬，飞龙由衷地感谢自己存在于世。被别人深爱原来是如此的幸福。这将会是飞龙至死都不会忘却的体验。哪怕他已决定要离米海尔而去，也许他马上就将失去这份爱；飞龙也可以凭借这些记忆活过下半生。
LZ废话
LZ很喜欢A)中两人的心理活动。飞龙为无法回报米海尔深沉的爱意而愧疚，米海尔却下定决心不在意自己的牺牲：“只要他明白自己的感觉，只要他愿意接受自己的爱；飞龙的回应并不一定要同等。”
还有B）中Alexei随便从麻叔手中拿烟抽还吐烟到麻叔脸上挑衅真是太帅！（LZ没贬低麻叔的意思，单纯就事论事！同样帅的还有CI续章Revelation中小米绑架了秋仁后告诉麻叔自己对秋仁没有欲望，“ I don’t have a thing for the ordinary. You do.”）
LZ很佩服FayC的伏笔功力。此章最后，飞龙感谢自己存活于世，体验到米海尔的爱。而CI Chap.10 中，飞龙因米海尔的离去而觉得自己“存活于世间，却无人问津。”
这章的节奏，亲们应该也看出来了；大虐要开始。所以…
LZ下一章大放送全章翻译！！！
LZ的H翻译初体验，献给了下章的Alexei * 飞。