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【19岁】19th starts here!

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1楼2014-10-11 18:33回复
    Here we areagain, 19th. I start this today because I had a sort of partyyesterday with Ken, Scarlett, Krystal and Yolanda and I talked with Yolanda till3:00am today… too late, wasn’t it? But, anyway, I was so happy yesterday, and Iam doing this as usual now.
    Uh… autumn birth,with wind, fallen leaves, just like I am. Well, I don’t mean I’m going to die, obviously.Actually, I think it’s like a life cycle which is going better and better astime going by. Start from autumn; go to winter, then spring, which is acompletely new year. Let’s see how long the leaves can last with trees, and howwill they fall to the ground. I mean, it’s all fine. Every single leaf has itsown life cycle. They know when they will get old, when they will die, which isthe fall, and where they are going after fell, and the most important, they allknow they will hoard energy and have a short break in winter (well, this alwayscosts ages in UK), and then, spring is coming, which means a perfectly newstart of their life. Everything is going as we expect. Now, we know, this islife.
    Okay, we aredone theories now. Let’s talk something about recent me. Side A, goingperfectly; Side B, bloody awful… maybe a little bit hard to understand. Then, I’mgoing to explain it. Side A is about study and life after back T14. Actually thisis a perfect enough explanation about Side A for me. That’s all. Even through, Ifind it’s really not easy for me to study Econometrics well this term because Ididn’t do well in probability and statistic last year. However, this doesn’t matterindeed! I know I will try my best to do this and I know I can got first gradethis year as long as I really want. Definitely, I really want it. Now, Side Bis about family of course. I even don’t want to talk about it here! It was mybirthday after all! Well, so what? I didn’t want to celebrate birthday anymoreafter that 15th one. Then, what about my mom and dad? I want tomention the good thing only. That is about the feeling with father. When I wasgoing back UK, father and I went to Muji and Unique and bought a shirt, aT-shirt and a heat-tech tight. When we were back home I was very happy andfather asked me why you are so happy just like a little kid? Just because gotsome satisfying clothes? Then I was stupefied because it was ages ago when I gotthat feeling last time. I thought that should be the right feeling as normaldaughters would feel with their fathers. So I thought that was really a goodstart to change the feeling and relationship with father.
    Done here with aword finally: life is continuing, and I am on my way.


    2楼2014-10-11 18:34
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      There are always books waiting and works following. Then, the good news is — never bored.


      来自iPhone客户端3楼2014-10-16 06:52
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        从牛津回来就开始病 头疼嗓子疼各种不舒服 简直不想去上课不想做作业不想看书!天哪 我说了些什么...
        好吧 刚洗完澡出来 等楼下衣服洗好吃点药早点睡 希望明天会好些吧
        还是要加油。。加油。。


        来自iPhone客户端4楼2014-10-29 05:02
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          England again... Why....hi! I just sent you a message..


          来自iPhone客户端5楼2014-10-30 06:12
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            高中落下的毛病 睡眠不足就头疼 神烦没得治 我想要超能力!


            来自iPhone客户端6楼2014-11-06 04:44
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              病一好兴奋劲好像又回来啦 看书看得超级开心 看着自己写的笔记和阅读速度的逐渐提升成就感和自豪感油然而生 快十一点了一点不困 楼下放着音乐 爬上来发个帖子继续看书


              来自iPhone客户端7楼2014-11-06 06:46
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                对面的屋顶上已经起霜 旁边的两棵树 叶子几乎都落光了 冬天已经悄然而至 淡蓝的天空像极了家乡那专属于高原的蓝天 飘着几缕淡得快要看不出来的白色 清晨的朝霞一如从前那么美 再过两个小时阳光普照万物 看出去甚至有些刺眼
                这样的冬日 窝在沙发里听着音乐 懒懒的发篇帖子然后继续发呆


                来自iPhone客户端8楼2014-12-06 18:20
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                  有一段时间没有去锻炼了 今晚就练了一会儿回到家整个人都瘫了
                  我不忙 我有时间做翻译 有时间看各种电影 The Imitation Game;Interstellar;The Lord of The Ring;The Hobbit......
                  我身体状况也很好 不累
                  我没什么所谓抽不开身
                  更没什么心情不好之类了
                  对,唯一的解释就是懒
                  对,最近就是懒了 然后没有去锻炼
                  今早在床上躺到12点算是这次回英国屈指可数的情况
                  没关系 这些都很正常 就是。。。
                  我会调整 我没那么优秀 我会懒惰 我会害怕 会有些小情绪 甚至有时候挺矫情
                  不过 这样才正常不是吗
                  我不会逃避自己的问题
                  我在思考 我在改变
                  每一天


                  9楼2014-12-08 07:28
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                    思念的距离——黄河绝恋——人鬼情未了——恍若如梦。。。
                    这是随机播放啊喂!
                    要不要这么应景哈哈!
                    嗯 大晚上的 矫情一下也不是什么坏事对吧
                    嗯。。。
                    天空卸了妆
                    拉上了夜的窗帘
                    此刻
                    我就去找那轻音乐
                    想问你 你还好吗
                    想说 我丢了音符
                    说怎么了
                    说转弯的时候
                    看到你 却忘了回头
                    没有你们的日子
                    我就成了一棵长着寂寞叶子的芭蕉
                    夜来了 还哭着
                    肆无忌惮的打在我身上
                    我喘息着
                    问这泪怎么不咸
                    它说 这是甜蜜的思念
                    如果多一秒
                    我想也是为你而活
                    如果多了泪
                    那不是水
                    是无言的醉
                    如果没有了思想
                    我发臭了的连指纹都模糊了的皮囊
                    是不是也该镶钉在木板上
                    做一条船
                    上面坐着风
                    回到——故乡


                    10楼2014-12-08 07:44
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                      看音乐之声 全程(加上中场休息)两小时四十五分钟 飙泪好几次 开场是总想起小时候爸爸妈妈陪我练琴 以及各种经典电影 演出 和音乐的熏陶 后面是被剧情感动 非常棒 感觉特别好
                      我右边坐了两个带助听器的老太太 刚进场的时候我帮她们拧开了水瓶(年纪大了手上不得力吧大概 看她们拧了两下没拧开我就帮忙了) 中场休息的时候聊天她们告诉我她们听不到音乐(好在我看正常交流好像问题不大 接受不到音乐我猜可能神经方面的问题吧) 说我能听到一定特别棒 我说了好几个sorry表示很遗憾 然后聊到这个剧她们问我有没有看过电影 我说看过 她们就问有没有觉得音乐剧比电影赞很多 现场特别有感觉 后来还给我发糖吃 坐我旁边的老太太说她的同伴带了好多糖 但是她呼吸道不太好 不能多吃 会咳嗽
                      然后我就发现她们都特别接受自己的现状 不管是听力障碍 身体上的疾病 还是一天天越来越老身体状况日渐下降 这些都是正常的 每个人都会病都会老 但日子还得照样好好过 该会朋友会朋友 想看音乐剧了就算听不到音乐也可以订一场带字幕的也可以约个朋友一起去感受一下(我订票的时候有点晚了 这剧太火 同样的价格想定到好的位子就只剩这个场字幕的了 好在字幕放在舞台两边 我坐正厅第三排 比较靠前所以视线不大容易被吸引 倒是两个老太太抱怨说这个位置看字幕不大容易下次还得往后些 另外这个剧院比较新 各种设施从灯光舞美到观众席的感觉都比伦敦更华丽更现代化 不过在伦敦看又是另一番滋味了 岁月的痕迹 满满的厚重感和历史气息)
                      这种生命态度和生活态度真的太棒 要做到这种坦然挺不容易的其实


                      来自iPhone客户端11楼2015-01-11 04:56
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                        问世间情是何物 却道只影向谁去
                        这世上总有那么些人 注定孤独
                        既然如此 有些东西还是不去触碰的好


                        来自iPhone客户端13楼2015-02-14 08:46
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                          梦见自己一觉睡到星期天哈哈哈 我这情人节过的也是赞赞的


                          来自iPhone客户端14楼2015-02-14 20:35
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                            对于所谓的special day 我大概就是太在意了 所以就不在意了


                            来自iPhone客户端15楼2015-02-14 23:01
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                              There is always something waiting in front, and there is always someone standing behind. Then, I call that happy.


                              来自iPhone客户端17楼2015-03-15 19:25
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