不晓得为么子，总觉得最近一直找不到平衡。心情总是很低沉，什么都不想干，可是又有很多事情

一头杂草，任由它疯长，不晓得怎么打理

谁能给我指条明路

喝了可乐，感觉嗓子和舌头刺痛刺痛的

who really cares

I treat everyone well, it seems that I have no really friends

it is not a good thing that I am so sensitive.

can I just have a try rather than try hard for my whole life, and then enjoy the warmth you give me

I just do not want to anything

I just do not want to do anything

I become lazier and lazier

I become lazier and lazier recently

And get little patience gradually