To Sirius Black：
You are not my first love, and my first love letter is not for you. But when I recall my life which is not so long, I find that you are the one I most deeply love.
I once said that I would give up everything for you, including not only my life which many people see as the most precious, but also freedom, which I view as more important than life. If you want, I can even give you all my soul.
You are so important to me that I'd rather live in endless pain in exchange for your happiness.
I love with the strongest affection you deep grey eyes, the black hair you had in your teen years, your angular face and unruly look.
But I also love you when you first broke away from the prison. I remember how Rowling described you, "A mass of filthy, matted hair hung to his elbows. If eyes hadn't been shining out of the deep, dark sockets, he might have been a corpse. The waxy skin was stretched so tightly over the bones of his face, it looked like a skull. His yellow teeth were bared in a grin. It was Sirius Black." With "shadowed eyes" and "hoarse voice", you seem so terrifying in the eyes of common people that they would run away from you. How I wish I could transcend the pages to hug you and tell you that I never doubt you, that you are no longer alone and I will be with you for the rest of your life.
Of course, this is what I wish to do. The truth is we are not even in the same world, or in the same age, so we can never hold hands or hug in the same sky.
All I can do is to express my longings and feelings to the brightest star which I think is you.
Even though when there is no star in the sky, I still insist on telling my joy and sorrow to the sky. My laughter and tears, I hope you can see and hear them.When I am miserable and feel like I can not hang on any more, you give me the courage to carry on the fight against destiny.
Xu Zhimo once said, "At least once in your life, you need to forget about yourself for someone, asking for no return, no company, no ownership nor love. I just want to meet you in the best days of my life."
And the person I choose, is you.
Sirius, my feelings for you will never change once they start.
Telling you a last "good night", I give you my blessings in another world.
You are not my first love, and my first love letter is not for you. But when I recall my life which is not so long, I find that you are the one I most deeply love.
I once said that I would give up everything for you, including not only my life which many people see as the most precious, but also freedom, which I view as more important than life. If you want, I can even give you all my soul.
You are so important to me that I'd rather live in endless pain in exchange for your happiness.
I love with the strongest affection you deep grey eyes, the black hair you had in your teen years, your angular face and unruly look.
But I also love you when you first broke away from the prison. I remember how Rowling described you, "A mass of filthy, matted hair hung to his elbows. If eyes hadn't been shining out of the deep, dark sockets, he might have been a corpse. The waxy skin was stretched so tightly over the bones of his face, it looked like a skull. His yellow teeth were bared in a grin. It was Sirius Black." With "shadowed eyes" and "hoarse voice", you seem so terrifying in the eyes of common people that they would run away from you. How I wish I could transcend the pages to hug you and tell you that I never doubt you, that you are no longer alone and I will be with you for the rest of your life.
Of course, this is what I wish to do. The truth is we are not even in the same world, or in the same age, so we can never hold hands or hug in the same sky.
All I can do is to express my longings and feelings to the brightest star which I think is you.
Even though when there is no star in the sky, I still insist on telling my joy and sorrow to the sky. My laughter and tears, I hope you can see and hear them.When I am miserable and feel like I can not hang on any more, you give me the courage to carry on the fight against destiny.
Xu Zhimo once said, "At least once in your life, you need to forget about yourself for someone, asking for no return, no company, no ownership nor love. I just want to meet you in the best days of my life."
And the person I choose, is you.
Sirius, my feelings for you will never change once they start.
Telling you a last "good night", I give you my blessings in another world.
