When I'm Gone ——Chuckie Akenz
When I'm gone let dem remember all the things that I achieved.
A little something for those people that could never believe.
A kid like me,born through poverty,no conscience you see.
No father figure,no one figured that predominately.
I'd grow up,to be curupt from the enviroment I'm in.
Where everybody's life is lost before they even begin.
So how da hell we suppose to win when the sun here don't even shine.
And everyday I'm on the grind wish I could turn back the time.
So instead I'm living crime,don't look at me like I'm just stupid.
How the fuck can you judge my life if you never been through it.
I just do this for the music,so I hustle to survive.
And one day I'll change the world so deres no struggle no deprived.
Dey'll say Chuckie said it right,cuz my words could never lie.
And my soul could never die cuz my heart now song collide.
We belong togather,my heart in a song,nothing is realer.
When I'm gone hope dey remember me as more than just a dealer.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
So many nights that I've been cold from just hangin out on the street.
Can't go home,untill I sold every dime and rock just to eat.
And if you don't kown,don't speak,cuz you can never understand.
The sacrifices that I make in order to fulfill my plan.
And a job ain't for me man,a nine to five I can't do.
I got to many criminal records my life is so screwed.
And so my attitude brews,I'll do whatever it takes.
Live this life the hard way for I'm determined to make.
To be big like an estate,to this world I'll demonstrate.
To open eyes to a new era from all the songs I create.
Which other artist,came farthest,with the ways I took honest.
Made a name with no dollers,could never follow regardless.
Not the strongest or tallest,just a chin kid from the block.
That spit the real shit,you never ever heard it from yours hah?
Don't be mistaken,I'm from the hood don't mean I'm fucking black.
I'm fucking asian,it's time to see how this world gone react.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
You kown it's funny,I used to think about it everyday.
And when I had it,I couldn't believe it got pulled away.
But you kown what they say,he works mysterious ways.
And I can't forget,remember it like veterans day.
At a time when it was dark,you helped me find it in my heart.
Another piece to life's puzzle that was there from the start.
A love that formed from an art,an art we both loved,it was perfect.
Or so I thought,untill we ended up calling in a forfiet.
Inside I find it bullshit,but I guess I can't be selfish.
Who am I to get between your family and your friendships.
So it's music from now,my heart can no longer be played wit.
All I kown is sell drugs,make music and fuck bitchs.
Make moves and get riches,see my hustle never stop.
And I kown a lot of people wanna see my ass popped.
That's why I keep this gun cocked,cuz ever since that fucking night.
I ain't slipping agian,ain't going out without a fight.
And see I'm kinda flattered cuz it took that much to take me.
These ten pussies with guns still not enough to break me.
How many times have I been shot at,cuz a week before that.
I had a 380 pop off in my face,I ignored that.
But after I got touched,don't you notice gun crime went up.
Cuz my hood is on fire and we just don't give a fuck.
I seen to many people shot this whole summer it's been crazy.
Can't forget 2005 cuz this year is what changed me.
I'm surprised I ain't crazy,hearing shots in the dark.
And when I wake up in the morning it's just weed taht I spark.
To try forget my broke heart,and all the curses and blessings.
But can't forget to reach the top so we'll be closer to heaven.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
When I'm gone let dem remember all the things that I achieved.
A little something for those people that could never believe.
A kid like me,born through poverty,no conscience you see.
No father figure,no one figured that predominately.
I'd grow up,to be curupt from the enviroment I'm in.
Where everybody's life is lost before they even begin.
So how da hell we suppose to win when the sun here don't even shine.
And everyday I'm on the grind wish I could turn back the time.
So instead I'm living crime,don't look at me like I'm just stupid.
How the fuck can you judge my life if you never been through it.
I just do this for the music,so I hustle to survive.
And one day I'll change the world so deres no struggle no deprived.
Dey'll say Chuckie said it right,cuz my words could never lie.
And my soul could never die cuz my heart now song collide.
We belong togather,my heart in a song,nothing is realer.
When I'm gone hope dey remember me as more than just a dealer.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
So many nights that I've been cold from just hangin out on the street.
Can't go home,untill I sold every dime and rock just to eat.
And if you don't kown,don't speak,cuz you can never understand.
The sacrifices that I make in order to fulfill my plan.
And a job ain't for me man,a nine to five I can't do.
I got to many criminal records my life is so screwed.
And so my attitude brews,I'll do whatever it takes.
Live this life the hard way for I'm determined to make.
To be big like an estate,to this world I'll demonstrate.
To open eyes to a new era from all the songs I create.
Which other artist,came farthest,with the ways I took honest.
Made a name with no dollers,could never follow regardless.
Not the strongest or tallest,just a chin kid from the block.
That spit the real shit,you never ever heard it from yours hah?
Don't be mistaken,I'm from the hood don't mean I'm fucking black.
I'm fucking asian,it's time to see how this world gone react.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
You kown it's funny,I used to think about it everyday.
And when I had it,I couldn't believe it got pulled away.
But you kown what they say,he works mysterious ways.
And I can't forget,remember it like veterans day.
At a time when it was dark,you helped me find it in my heart.
Another piece to life's puzzle that was there from the start.
A love that formed from an art,an art we both loved,it was perfect.
Or so I thought,untill we ended up calling in a forfiet.
Inside I find it bullshit,but I guess I can't be selfish.
Who am I to get between your family and your friendships.
So it's music from now,my heart can no longer be played wit.
All I kown is sell drugs,make music and fuck bitchs.
Make moves and get riches,see my hustle never stop.
And I kown a lot of people wanna see my ass popped.
That's why I keep this gun cocked,cuz ever since that fucking night.
I ain't slipping agian,ain't going out without a fight.
And see I'm kinda flattered cuz it took that much to take me.
These ten pussies with guns still not enough to break me.
How many times have I been shot at,cuz a week before that.
I had a 380 pop off in my face,I ignored that.
But after I got touched,don't you notice gun crime went up.
Cuz my hood is on fire and we just don't give a fuck.
I seen to many people shot this whole summer it's been crazy.
Can't forget 2005 cuz this year is what changed me.
I'm surprised I ain't crazy,hearing shots in the dark.
And when I wake up in the morning it's just weed taht I spark.
To try forget my broke heart,and all the curses and blessings.
But can't forget to reach the top so we'll be closer to heaven.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
When I'm gone I just wanna be remembered as me,as me,as me.
Cuz when I'm gone,when I'm gone,when I'm gone.
